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..Monday, February 1, 2010..

Well, well.

No Governance in office today, where have they gone to, haha.

Entire sales team is out too, office is like practically us? dread to work today.

Yesterday night out with MingFu, on the way was saying:" tomorrow actually don have to work anymore de lor." LOL, it very true you know. But guess it doesn't really matter anymore. I am already here right now and it's like hmmm...4:45, My time. So, one day is just going to end just like that.

Looking at the situation now, I think that after all everything isn't so bad after all, not much days in Feb, and holidays is like around the corner. So I believe that this week will be a slightly quiet week, shall just cruise through this month ba...

Not intending to have any hu-ha and all, just looking forward to slotting more catching up with fellow friends. And I got sun burnt, it's reducing my active level. Hope that it will be well fast enough. Not very painful, just uncomfortable.

Jamming really more and more improvement. not in terms of a group but more of individual. Matters didn't go according to plan; people getting weary; Sorting out roles;

I personally got a bit bored, was having the thoughts suggesting a break from jam session and each individual go further brush up skill before coming back together again. More matters is believe to come as we proceed on, so I am somehow prepared for the worse. Might seem to be very negative now, but I am just commenting while looking at the situation.

Wow, I forgot to upload this post wor. so shocking.. Anyways the time for this log is actually yesterday 5:42pm

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..Thursday, January 28, 2010..

Once again, I am face with the same question.

A Need or A Want?

A Necessity or An Addition?

Worth Or Not Worth?

Looking at my life, it is already in abundance.

It is overflowing so much to an extend that I can satisfy food craving instantly by just dropping by the particular food store.

I started to think about what the abundance in this context means.

Really, whatever that is given to you, minus away your daily needs, are the overflows.

What I am trying to say here is that God's promise to abundance is not a instant grant, instead, it is a progressive cumulative grant. Another words means that the moment you start sowing, your life has already slowly overflowing.

Let's take a overweight person for an example.
When He or she starts to exercise, his weight will begin to decrease. He won't really realised it after a few weeks, or even months, but the weight is progressively decreasing.
There will then comes a day that someone suddenly says that: "Hey, You Slim Down!". that's when the person realised the result and was happy about it.

What I am trying to say here is that, instead of whining all the time thinking when will your blessings come. Look at what will eventually massively overflow out of your life overtime and be glad about it overall.

Wayne Dyer says that
Abundance is not something we acquire. It is something we tune into.

What is your defination of abundance?

Til you own every single gadget, a big car? Or just simple things like about to upgrade your daily meal soft drink to a fruit juice?

Both shows addition, they are both expenses that is beyond the needs and requirement of life.

But most people won't really see the second one.

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..Tuesday, January 26, 2010..

How free am I?

Very free, too free.

But hey, at least life becomes a lot more slow pace now. Had a lot of time to really like sit down and reflect about nearly everything.

Sometimes I start to think that is job is not really a job but rather a set of time purposfully place in my timeline for me to just slow down and look around.

Missed out too much le. Really.

Oh, I just remember something. The usher outing the other time was a success. Oh Thank God for that. Spend so much sleepless night for it. at least it's all worth it. Couldn't really recall how the nights were but are was a lot of discouragment from myself. Many times I tried to give up and thank God I didn't, pulled through the night, did the best. On the way back, I took the little shutter bus home, right at the last sit, That when a well rest is finally rewarded.

Ah Whatever~

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..Monday, January 25, 2010..

Yes, The time has come. To blog a bit.

Thank God I am not the latest for this month's overal work reporting.

Imagine paying 18X10=180.
Where, 18=18min and 10= SGD 10

Cannot Tank la.

Some of you might know, that's the house rule in Activa Media.

Highest number of min late will be fined a multiple of 10SGD against your Min late for the month.

According to some of the office mates, second one is "entitled" to a X5 Rate.

While the rest will be X2SGD.

So, 180SGD becomes a 36SGD isn't so bad after all.

It is a gain. After all, I will be gaining an amount of 8OOSGD anyways.(Like I said, I did not intend to do the job for Feb onwards but eventually I did.) So 800- 36 is the amount I actually gain.

Sometimes, human do make mistakes.
Sometimes, human are really limited.
Sometimes, human just couldn't make it.

I know I am human and all this things is part of me.

BUT I REFUSED to speak those to myself. Yes I am Human, but I am one that has God inside of me, all around me. He reminds me the right things to do; to think twice, He enlarges my limitation, He help me through.

So with His aid and our submission, I believe everything will be just fine =)

Anyways, I am very convinced that the vision that God give you will be fulfil no matter how hard to wand to avoid them. I see this as a chance to bless other of what God has given to you.

In your walk towards your final vision is a lot of small vision.

For example,
let's talk about my vision in the music area,
One of the recent pit stop will be able to play music at a regular basis.

Man I tell you, that will be a very good chance to brush up skills on drumming. Imagine having more time to practice on kits. But situation will come where you will have to give this kind of chance to others, sharing it.

Typical situation would be that i refused to share, holding it tightly and pushing people away from my standing, my position.

Yesterday, Mingfu msg me at night, after the jam session, telling me that Brandon hopes to be able to join us and plays the drum. I thought for a moment.

A "yes" will be meaning that I will have less practices and so on. What's more, sharing something that I am dying to have for a long long time. But in the end I fully choose to give it a "yes".

Is like, why not?
No doubt to come to where I am now is really not easy. But the very first time I met him, drumming becomes a start of a topic for both of us. I see his passion towards it as we talk about it the other time.

What I have, I should share, especially with someone who has the hunger and want of something I have. The hungry shall be fed.

A typical example will be that your mum bakes a very wonderful cake for you, and you can finish it all by yourself. During lunch break, your friend hopes to have a share of your cake. Why not give some to him, or even most of the part to him? After all, the source of where the cake comes from is very close to you. You can have it whenever you want it. So why hog it and refused to share?

Same to this, What God has given me will be multiplied eventually. so why not spit the vision and pass on to another person so that TWO instead of ONE Dreams can be fulfilled?

It's not easy to find people on fire for jamming session, it's even hardly to find music people around.

this is like a foundation that we have manage to build up, a few of us, having a dream to form a band.

Brandon wants a "in", and looking that the difficulty of building what we have now, I decided to let him in. It saves the time for him to source for a band, source for people with similar interest. He is still young and good to start early, I don't see why I shouldn't give him an advance push. Especially when he shares such a close similar interest.

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..Thursday, January 21, 2010..

Sometimes I really think that each cell in ones body has a mind of it's own. Cause you can never be able to fully agree to something. I mean part of yourself will still think twice about having an alternative way. Just wondered how have it is to actually have a full agreement. Zzz. Seriously confusing and very indecisive feeling I have not.

Nothing to say, or maybe something, or maybe many to say. All solely just focus on on question. Being answered and you naturally know what to say already.

Like I say self-confidence. Let's just let go away with God for awhile to sekk confidence. As for the rest let it be.

till then, stay tune.

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..Wednesday, January 20, 2010..

So what's so interesting about this guys life now?

well, I guess the hot news now will be that he will be extending his work for yet another month(to February in case you can't count.)So really, what is the reason for wanting to leave in the first place. Well, he says that it is a mixed feeling of everything.

Firstly, he just hopes to have more time for his friends in church. He, very much LONG for those days where he packs his day meeting and catching up with others. He wants to have even more time to find those that he used to take for granted, make up to them. George used to have his time for anyone, anytime. He enjoys being that way cause he sees his time, his company, as something he can best provide. But now, he is in something where he, to compare with his previous life style, unproductive. What is the point of working for money where in the end, he has less time with others? He claims that he would rather have time than money.

Therefore, it is partly due to some passion and also his typical mindset issues. He has a mindset of belittling himself, or maybe he is lousy. A new year of breakthrough is to break that low self-esteem of it he says. yeah, but that aside, you know being in an environment, where you think you are not really needed, you intend to move towards other area which you are more need. I mean, from my point of view(which I think is what George is thinking), why would anyone want to waste any one's time, when on one hand, you is not able to provide much help but they still have to pay you, then on another, you just have not passion. Lose Lose situation yo?

Anyways, but what change all this was actually a Word of God. True enough being in a Christ body, even the most no use area will also means some importance. George always quote this verse but never seems to get it into his head. Just hoope this time he really let it sink into his heart.

Laughing, he says that let this extension be a test for him to uphold himself, to be confidence and know his importance(if there is).

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Now Now, I didn't expect to write it this way, ha ha, it looks like some interview. Whatever. anyways, yeah I will be extending another month. For those who didn't know(those who read will know, not much readers around anyways), I planned to end this job at the end of this month but was asked to stay due to the reason that they foresee the coming of a lot of website due to the promotion that is coming. oh well, ONWARD WE GO!

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I want to have K sessions. ever since i went K with my workmates the other time, I start to like it a lot.

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I want to get tanned before I go in to army. I wan to buff up. Triangle shoulders~ =X

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Prawn fishing! those times were good, I like prawn fishing.

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On a serious note, I really hope things will change for the better, really.

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..Thursday, January 14, 2010..

Wow

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