..Tuesday, August 4, 2009..
Focus have to be right,
so as the problems in your life will not be magnified
it's a very simple fact but many of times I just can't get it.
But lucky, a person cannot be happy and sad at the same time.
Through this 3 days, it have been wonderful,
I find joy in serving usher,
I love shout out .
"welcome, please proceed this way =D"
or even "welcome, do enjoy the service.
I enjoy singing loudly to the extend my throat gonna burst anytime,
I love to be close to "strangers", letting them step into my comfort zone, and communicate with me.
It makes me feel "we are together in this" feeling,
I thought to myself that I aren't gonna fold my arms and just stand there through the service, I gonna enjoy myself!
Let's just show love to others, even if I just met them for the first time, and might not even see them anymore.(such a Big Church!)
I learn to treasure the times I have with
anyone at
anytime.
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Such big difference when you focus on the right goal.
hmmm, have been falling asleep on bus this few days,
but when night comes, just can't sleep,
my mind is injecting excitement signals throughout the body,
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Looking that the block, reminds me of the pebble,
gift from the church,
but the pebble, gone missing,
The block needs a owner before it goes missing in the house.
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one year of usher, so much changes,
This three days, so happening,
how am I able to blog them all?
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oh yeah, on Sunday morning took bus 12 and drop opposite Singapore Association for the deaf,
the path to the stadium from there is a dark path, no street light, only source of light is the road lamp which is about more than 100m away i guess,
while walking on the path, the grass and bushes has so much sound, think there is mouse there, kind of scare myself out there,
What a way to got myself alert for the long day ahead,
Reminds me of the confidence walk during one of the camps,
but just that it's more scary, cause you are able to see the surrounding and noises seems to be quite frequent.
This is just one of the highlights of the three days,
walking across a dark area, without music and alone,
But thank God there is always light at the end of all this dark paths,
It's not safe to cut across the field(could have been faster)
but instead take the way that has already been made for you and you will be safe.
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Sunday night only manage to fill the hall until the "A" section
well, but it's still good, behind me were two very enthusiastic people, they makes me feel even more excited,
in front of me at the "a" section was a lady with a Tambourine,
She plays and dance with it as she praises God.
very graceful dance movement,
Never see this before and it makes me feel even more relax to praise God.
She taught me, through her actions, that we have no need to even care about others around us,
It's to God,
It's our dance, with God,
it's our cheer to the Lord,
We shouldn't be bothered by how others is going to see, or even laugh at us, or what they have to comment about.
as long as at the end of the day, we manage to bring our excitement for God to our highest, it's enough.
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from a few months back until now, I can really safely say that,
the joy of the Lord is with me now,
I have finally experience a continual of happiness flowing out from the inside,
Life have really become more enjoyable now that I have learn to enjoy.
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