..Sunday, November 30, 2008..
I recently got hooked on a book about two friends,
one of the area, it says,
"If you find yourself on one mountain peak and you want to get to another higher one, then the only one way up,
and that is to go down first."
this sentence in the book is in one of the person's apology letter stated this,
trying to say that the disagreement is one of the necessary thing for them to go to a greater peak,
To be even more deep in their search of truth.
This line seem to be able to apply in life too,
Sometimes I find myself in places where is dark,
But it is unsure places that allows me to learn, to adapt
that I can get strong, thus reaching my next mountain peak,
my next higher goal.
And shall anything I got comfortable,
I will have to go deep down again
to learn and emerge stronger yet again.
I really hope to see more of my own personal goal to come to past,
as it concerns others too.
the "so-called" restrictions aren't really restrictions.
sometimes,
I still afraid to wake up early to go for morning prayer meeting
or services
I fear that my mother will be upset,
unhappy.
But I realized that those feeling that I have,
are rather there because part of me is tired,
not physical tired,
but spiritually tired.
it's only when I am on my 100%,
that I will go all out,
not looking at my circumstances,
I experiences that also,
that I boldly took the risk and
stay out late just to spend time with friends.
I might then seen as a bad boy,
or labeled as a bad boy,
but all I want is to build strong relation,
then reinforce things at the right time.
It's amazing that you can learn the good in some of the bad,
or not as bad things.
then you start to see the good in them.
the stronger things in them than yourself,
Nearly all things can teach you things that you haven know
or did not realize
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